why why why ?

After my break up with my first boyfriend, I just can't believe in 'Love' anymore, to me, 'Love brings you more pain than happiness', do you guys ever feel this way?
yes? I agree with you 100%, I suffered depression I had nightmares, couldn't eat, sleep, I was just not functioning at all. I'll tell you this though, it may sound cliche, but it bcme moreee worst iF u just find out that your girlfriend "likes" your (ex)bf. that's why i just let him go & guess what? i may be in a condition of great emotional trauma & being single for 3 years!& yes, i just can't stop saying "no" to the guys.until one day, my cousin sygku said that "bukan sume laki same" so my "record" was over.im taken!with the agak rempit guy.haha sebulan ktrg kapel, i realize my trauma does not over yet.yea yea,theres no more realitionship between us (: hell yeahhh!
& i just cannot say "yes" to them.
i prefer having scandal than bf. no rules, no suffer , no-everything!
FYI,my bff,fidza was the sincere gf ever!she cried a lot bcse of hers (ex)bf,
i mean sgt sgt kerap menangis.haha srry syg! & now she's single & "maybe" taken within this month!(suda teman tp mesra dahh) haha
i wonder how she can make a new life & lupekan about the past!bg tips sket!
haha so so so, i "maybe" want one but bg la matured skett.baru nmpak mcm abg dan adek!
haha
ok ok brhenti buat karangan rojak!kau kan failed. seda la dr tu sket!
haha

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